Wah, after weeks of not even touching FL studio, due to not wanting to, i decided i would try to get back into it, and i tried to make a house song, but quickly noticed how much it sucks, and how fucking terrible i am, what happned to me, i dont like any thing any more, nothing is fun like it used to be, Life is changing from sharp contrasts of fun and work, to a dull greay mash or bordom and fucking working all the time and loosing intrest in every thing i once enjoyed,
fuck
http://www.newgrounds.com/audio/listen /229807
sucks fucking ass.
my life is done for, ill just become a fucking dull brick like every one else, I gave up on my dreams of dj ing and now writing songs seems to be next on my chopping block,
bah, soo pissed off today, life is too short for me to feel like i do, but i cant help it, never ending downward spiral from the age of 2 + or that is what it feels like to me any way.
Hamalo
Grumpy bear. Turn that frown upside down.