Well, tomorrow is my 21st birthday, and I am forced to spend it with my parents,
: not that that is a bad thing, I just wish it could be diffrent,
Any way, Last year, when i actually had friends, I went to the casino with my friend, and we had a blast, came with 600 bucks, lost all of it, won it all back and left with $20 extra, good times, but now, Im stuck spending my birthday at my parents house, all because of my fucking social anxiety,
over the last year, i basically alienated every one in my life, mostly because I thought that they where planning against me, wanting to kill me, or something along those lines. looking back it makes no sense to me, but i cant help it,
And now i have to spend what is arguably the most important birthday in my life alone,
im not worth the sperm im made from.